Dear My Love,
You’re anxious, confused, and dealing with so many frustrations. I wish there was someone who you could lean on in these dark moments of your life, but what I can assure you is that in the future you will be much stronger than you are now. I know you’re having a hard time dealing with an eating disorder. I know you feel anxious from time to time and you don’t know why — maybe it’s about everything that’s happening in your life. I know you’re feeling scared to be left alone, but yet you are having a hard time being with others, too. I know it’s confusing. But, girl, you are stronger than the things you are scared of. You are stronger than your anxiety, and your frustration will be gone in time because every day is a day of discovering yourself. Don’t rush things because finding yourself is an adventure; it doesn’t have to be rushed. You’ll be fine; I can assure you of that. Love, whenever you feel like giving up, remember that you’re only young. There’s so much in life that’s worth seeing, so hang in there. I love you so much!
Love,
Kayla
i could almost believe this. but hope is deceptive. there is nothing for us but a spiral downwards. good luck to those who remain