by Jennie Byrne
i
am
in
pieces
a tornado, blown open, a belt wrapped
like a noose, tight around old scars
we marry our wounds so they never leave
but it knits together, red fibers birth a buried
bullet, once fired by teeth, now dressed in me
sleep is my escape, and i wake in a nightmare
swallowed a pothole, a touch feels coarse
except for her, she was my violet, my incubator
we do not remember days, we remember moments
you say this in a language i’ll never know
sink into the blue hole, charged with grandeur
multiply like flies, insoluble once more
i could hear my pulse breakthrough water
heartbeat strangled by tides, i am a doll
unstitched, i am milk
uncurdled
but
i was here